BACK FROM THE DEAD... REJOICE

i see people have been keeping this thing alive for me. u guys are the greatest. but now its time to take this thing off u ventilator.s.. for a while at least. and i hereby give this blog a new breath of life.

i dont get it... im being defamed right in my own blog. people dont respect me. for people whose souls should have been sucked out from the onslaught of work and exams.... u guys show quite a lot of resilience in keeping ur sense of humour.

I DID MENTION THAT I WOULD COME BACK.

hey i've still been reading those blogs. i just dont make much effort in doing up my own lol. but u know me.

2 years already huh. amazing. people are still asking me how i got through the promos. ah the mysteries of life.

we've changed. some changes have been more painful than others. but hell... we got through it all together and we've grown (emotionally, physically) from the experiences(some more than others). all the peeps from the oasis... holler! we own that table! the times have been so beautiful... i could lick u all. (someone's gonna get back at me for that i know lol but i couldnt resist) but really... it's what's been keeping my pulse going through the tough times in school... our friendship.

we all dream. i see ambition in everyone... well its pretty obvious when u're baring ur souls in those blog entries... but that driving force has somewhat been keeping me going too. it's like we're shoulder to shoulder and pushing each other along. slow and steady. kinky. what lies ahead.. might still be a little bit blurry but i think i see something worth looking forward to. to travel abroad and see the world... to find that special someone to be with... to get into friggin HARVARD. keep those priorities in mind but never forget what we have right before us. live for those dreams... but let others in on them too.

we all can party like rockstars. and not just on facebook. i notice people have been directing their violent tendencies on me. sticks and stones guys... i know u love me. we've had bunches of fun and laughs together.. dont let it stop. along the way we've discovered some party animals (u know who u are)... shocking, a little debilitating... but altogether quite serendipitous. dont hold back... ever. okay maybe leave out a few gruesome details to preserve the little sanctity we have left in ourselves next time u let yourself go. oh and those naughty gifts i've been getting on facebook... does say a lot about what could happen when u let urselves go.

we're going places. just remember where you've been and who you've been with. oh the tears... my little babies are flying the nest. live your lives to the fullest. no regrets eh... just point fingers at someone else and the pain'll pass. don't despair about what's coming.... rejoice in what's coming after. see y'all at prom partay people.

alright so i can see torture rearing its ugly head at us for these few weeks. but don't wallow in your own pain.... there's a lot to go around for everyone. share it. we are fragile creatures in need of constant tender loving care. only no one wants a hug from me... but it's your loss. the teachers have been marvellously patient with me... its unbelievable. so yeah... if they're not giving up on me... they have no reason to give up on u precious gems. dont give up on yourselves... dont put yourselves down.... that's my job (oh u know i love u guys).

i'm grateful for the times. this isn't goodbye... this is until next time.

OI... U PPL AH... LAST DAY OF SCHOOL ALSO NOT HAPPY. WIERDOS.